Bad Morning

I got the style inspiration from ktshy  and my best friend Zen .
I used ktshy's coloring and then merged my style with my friend, Zen's style
AND THIS SWEET STYLE CAME OUT LOL

This my first comic strip XD took me the whole day to finish because I was distracted by anime, hot dancing japs on youtube and Honeyworks
I NEGLECTED MY WORK HAHAHAHA 

ANYWAY!!

Lately, there's been a lot of spam messages going around and it's really irritating. those spams aren't just spams, they're scam messages. these messages are either pretending to be a family member you know who is abroad and is asking for money or they're selling you shady house and lots, apartments, insurances and credit cards. I HATE THESE MESSAGES D:<

So, this morning, I received a bunch of message from the same number and it was SUCH A PAIN. The messages kept coming in and my phone kept ringing and vibrating. so I woke up.

I'm not a morning person. So, if you wake me up in the morning, somebody better be dying (kidding!) It's just, I don't like being bothered so much

But, since it was early and I had a lot of things I want to do. I tried my best to stay calm. I didn't want my day to be ruined so early. So, I went on facebook cos my friends re-posts a lot of funny post from other facebook pages. But the first thing I saw was an update from my ex-boyfriend....He's jap and he's busy with work. He rarely updates his facebook.

He uploaded just one pic of him with his whole family. I KNOW I SHOULD BE HAPPY THAT HE'S HAPPY...but, all those times he was feeling homesick and lonely, HE WAS WITH ME! And I couldn't do anything for him O-Q For me, when I become the girlfriend of someone, I try my best to make that person happy....The fact that I couldn't make him happy...WORSE! I made him feel inferior, made me feel like such a bad gf.

I don't have much confidence in myself tbh. I get m confidence from the wonderful people that says wonderful things on my DA, Tumblr, PIXIV and Instagram. The people who compliment my drawings and pictures....I get confidence from you guys. 

SO! THANK YOU ) I tried my best not to make this comic strip as depressing as it actually is. Though, I kind of made it into a rant lolololol

Anyway, for those of you who are wondering, I AM FINE really I have someone special in my life that's making me happy now OuO He's far and I don't know if we can ever meet but I would've been a mess if it wasn't for him SO...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME LOL <3